Friday, April 29, 2011

Thank God For AA

The density is increasing now as the spin is coming to a complete halt. I am cetain that without my AA experience I would be reaching for some chemical right now to releive the pressure I feel. AA tells me that "feelings are not facts" and that if I "don't take nuthin" it will get better. I believe them with all my heart and soul. For over six years I forgot what I painted on the circuitboard I gave to Andy Warhol in his studio in New York in 1987. I remember now. It was a yellow counterclockwise spiral with an arrow on the end and the word "HOME". It is meaningful that I painted it on a gold impregnated cicuitboard, because herenow is where technololgy meets consciouness. All the little pieces are falling into place. Every single little line I scribbled has meaning, but I don't have any attacment or feelings about that amazing fact. My only job now is to stay healthy and clean and sober. Not an easy task, but a simple one. No complexities allowed. We can do this thing.

1 comment:

SHAGGYSHAMANA said...

Hey! I di not highlight the words "complete" or "stay sober" Who do you think did that?