Thank God For AA

The density is increasing now as the spin is coming to a complete halt. I am cetain that without my AA experience I would be reaching for some chemical right now to releive the pressure I feel. AA tells me that "feelings are not facts" and that if I "don't take nuthin" it will get better. I believe them with all my heart and soul. For over six years I forgot what I painted on the circuitboard I gave to Andy Warhol in his studio in New York in 1987. I remember now. It was a yellow counterclockwise spiral with an arrow on the end and the word "HOME". It is meaningful that I painted it on a gold impregnated cicuitboard, because herenow is where technololgy meets consciouness. All the little pieces are falling into place. Every single little line I scribbled has meaning, but I don't have any attacment or feelings about that amazing fact. My only job now is to stay healthy and clean and sober. Not an easy task, but a simple one. No complexities allowed. We can do this thing.

The Wobble Announcing the New Beam

"The Earth's passage through the synchronization beam is analogous to the counter clockwise spin (of the arc). As the counterclockwise spin comes to a halt there is an increase in the wobble, a shake-up effect occurs, then...the clockwise spin commences." Jose Arguelles [The Mayan Factor page 155] I'm not enjoying this wobble so much, but as a shaman warrior, it's my duty to prevail. Those darn snails sure make it hard, though. I have to handpick each one and carry it away. I accidentally squished a couple of them and it was simply agonizing. I felt like I was being squished! Yuk!