I Am

I made it to the other side and outwardly it looks just like the old world, but it is not definitely not the same. It is highly malleable and less dense, therefore it is much easier to move about. The molecules are very giving. With the slightest thought they begin to move around and regather themselves as prescribed by my clearly and dearly formulated intention. It is necessary to exercise some caution and realign myself with the good several times during the day, because there seem to be slight traces of the old world drifting around like wisps of cloud. They seem innocuous, but it has been so hard to get here that I'm not taking any chances. As I intuit their presence I immediately shake them off, unless I clearly percieve them as tools needed to exercise specific spiritual muscles. My joy is unbounded. I am feminine and receptive today. Bring it!

Paradise

 

NOT MY HTML SETTINGS!

I didn't know what Html meant when I started writing this blog, but when I clicked on the link in the just published blog I saw that it led to some sort of advertisement! [from a 2008 blog of mine "Living the real Christian life in our present world is impossible. If one chooses to be a real Christian, it must kept a secret. One must live in the catacombs of society and try to live out the simple principles of Christianity on a minute to minute basis, "in the closet", so to speak, or it's not Christianity, it's advertisement, which in my opinion, is the real anti-christ".] Shocker! So I went back and tried to erase the Html items and was able to erase the one that said "Manhattan", but the one that said "complete" would not erase! Then I noticed that in my 4/29 blog that the word "complete" was Htmled, TOO! I did not do this on purpose, but now that I know what Html means, watch out!
Oh oh_ IT just Htmled the words "writing" and "makes money".
Looks like Google is editing my blog for me just like it is editing my pictures in "Picasa". Mark just asked me last night how Google makes money. NOW I see! Well, this is one way for an obscure artist to get a little viewing, because, after all, what is an artist without an audience?___the sound of one hand clapping.

More Mayan Stuff

The painting that I carried to Manhattan in 1987 and gave to Andy Warhol in his studio was done on a sixteen inch square, gold-laden circuit board. For ten years I could not remember what I had painted on it. It only recently dawned on me that what I had painted was a yellow counterclockwise spiral ending in an arrow which pointed to the word "Home". With the previously described "wobble" coming to and end and the reverse spin of the arc just now beginning, as I previously wrote about in this blog (4/24/11), it became clear to me that this was an important piece of work. Today I began randomly reading from "The Mayan Factor; Path Beyond Technology" (Jose Arguelles,1987,Bear & Company)and randomly opened to page (149)where he begins to describe the path of technology that leads from pre-history to post-history and clearly points to the quickening acceleration and synchronization of the "allele", or "sleeping gene" which will lead us out of the master/slave relationship with NATURE. I have never doubted that "Something's happening here, but what it is isn't exactly clear", but each day it becomes more and more clear. Yesterday, in my euphoric alpha state I kept hearing the words "Now we see darkly, as in a glass, but then we will see face to face". I marked yesterday as the first day or synchronization on my personal calendar. Oh boy! Is this little artist happy today! Big, big hugs to you. Love, Shaggyshamana

Alpha State Euphoria: Is it a sign?

Both Mark and I experienced complete euphoria in our early morning ALPHA state, even though I awoke two hours before he did. After he got up I told him about my fantastic awarenesses, then he told me he had the same thoughts and feelings. I asked him if he thought it was the Mayan beam beginning to transit and he said that yes he thought this was definately occurring. But I got tired and cranky later in the day, so it's definately not 100% installed YET. Hold on, it's coming.

Thank God For AA

The density is increasing now as the spin is coming to a complete halt. I am cetain that without my AA experience I would be reaching for some chemical right now to releive the pressure I feel. AA tells me that "feelings are not facts" and that if I "don't take nuthin" it will get better. I believe them with all my heart and soul. For over six years I forgot what I painted on the circuitboard I gave to Andy Warhol in his studio in New York in 1987. I remember now. It was a yellow counterclockwise spiral with an arrow on the end and the word "HOME". It is meaningful that I painted it on a gold impregnated cicuitboard, because herenow is where technololgy meets consciouness. All the little pieces are falling into place. Every single little line I scribbled has meaning, but I don't have any attacment or feelings about that amazing fact. My only job now is to stay healthy and clean and sober. Not an easy task, but a simple one. No complexities allowed. We can do this thing.

The Wobble Announcing the New Beam

"The Earth's passage through the synchronization beam is analogous to the counter clockwise spin (of the arc). As the counterclockwise spin comes to a halt there is an increase in the wobble, a shake-up effect occurs, then...the clockwise spin commences." Jose Arguelles [The Mayan Factor page 155] I'm not enjoying this wobble so much, but as a shaman warrior, it's my duty to prevail. Those darn snails sure make it hard, though. I have to handpick each one and carry it away. I accidentally squished a couple of them and it was simply agonizing. I felt like I was being squished! Yuk!